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Name: Nathaniel
Gender: Male
Interests: pint night at the fox and the hound, zune marketplace with an all access pass, not getting enough sleep so i can landscape to make a little bit of dough, rendezvous with new and/or familiar faces
Expertise: "I don’t want to sell anything, buy anything or process anything as a career. I don’t want to sell anything bought or processed, or buy anything sold or processed, or… process anything sold, bought… or processed, or repair anything sold, bought or processed, you know, as a career. I don’t want to do that.”
Occupation: Barback and part-time landscap
Message: message meEmail: email me
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Member Since:
3/12/2003
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| Ok, I'll admit...I was immature(sp). I kind of made up that whole break-up speech. What I meant to say is " I'm young, you're crazy, I'm scared when you don't take your medicine and I'm really afraid you will be like your mom." I should have told the truth but I want to be civil now...can't you at least give me that?! Maybe I worry about it too much... did you really expect me to run away with you at 18 to a distant land? I had no clue what I wanted to do and our relationship didn't make me feel secure with anything...I'm sorry, truthfully. Hopefully someday we can find some common ground of grace and understanding Ok...vent over | | |
| ok maybe a quote from oasis' wonderwall was a bit vague...
"And all the roads that lead to you were winding
And all the lights that light the way are blinding
There are many things that I would like to say to you
but I don't know how "
but thats who i am....and yes its a bit cowardly...but i cant be straight-forward for some reason
i want this to be like a movie...you know those other lyrics...
'i've been waiting since birth to find
A love that would look and sound like a movie...
I want so badly to believe that "there is truth, that love is real"'
and yes its all very cheesy and im a big girl...ive heard it before...but thats the way i feel....
maybe i have been watching too much "love in the afternoon" or "how to steal a million"
maybe i have been reading too much "farewell to arms"
maybe i have been listening to too much postal service
but my heart is changing....and i cant decipher its movements....
will you help me solve this mystery
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